There's Always Time

Over the weekend I had a slight breakdown. Nothing all that major, just the general "ahh what the hell am I going to do with my life" sort of thing. It lasted a few hours then passed. But as a side effect to the freak out, I've ended up feeling sick for a few days. My stress has actually begun to show long-term effects. Because of this, I've decided to start to take some steps to relax.
For example, I decided last night to drop one of my unnecessary classes. Now I don't have any more than two classes most days of the week, except for Tuesday when I have three (each class separated by at least an hour). Also, while I've planned out my homework over the course of the week, I purposely left tonight empty. Instead of worrying about homework, I watched a movie in bed while I choked down my 8th glass of water. Because when I called my mom in tears due to a hypochondriac freak out this morning, she said to drink more water. This actually keeps the brain from shrinking or something crazy like that. Personally, I believe that drinking water wards away the crazy.
Also, I'm not worried about cleaning right now. Usually I spend 20-30 minutes every day agonizing over dishes and keeping my clothes away and making sure all of my books and papers are stacked by size. I decided that I'm just going to let it go for the night.

Today's Pick 5:

Older Chests: Damien Rice

"So pass me by, I'll be fine. Just give me time. Older gents sit on the fence,
with their cap in hand, looking grand, they watch their city change. Children
scream, or so it seems, louder than before. Out of doors, and into stores with
bigger names."

Gathering Dust: David Gray

" Now the wind it is blowing, blowing leaves from the trees. I got no use
knowing, that with time it'll ease. I don't know where I'm going, hope I get
there soon, 'cause my soul's as hollow as the sorrowful moon."

Bowl of Oranges: Bright Eyes

"We'll keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve, of love's uneven
remainders, our lives are fractions of a whole."

Movie Script Ending: Deathcab For Cutie

"Whenever i come back, the air on railroad is making the same
sounds. And the shop fronts on holly are dirty words (asterisks in for the
vowels). We peered through the windows... new bottoms on barstools but the
people remain the same, with prices inflating."

Birds: Kate Nash-

"He said 'let me try and explain again...Right Birds can fly so high and they
can shit on your head, well they can almost fly into your eye and make you feel
so scared. But when you look at them and you see that they're beautiful, thats
how I feel about you.'"