Moral Dilemna

Haruka is now too fat to get onto the ledge where her food is kept. I have two options:

1. Move her sleeping hutch closer to the ledge so she can use it as a step and achieve nourishment.

2. Keep everything as it is and use the promise of food as encouragement for good work ethic without laziness.

Decisions, decisions.

P.S. To silence all you animal cruelty activists out there, I moved the hutch closer for now, and will come up with a hammie weight-loss/anti-lazy solution for the future.

Note: I had to come home from college early to get CT Scans 'cause I have a mystery illness that could be one of about five things, ranging from painful to not-so-serious to oh-my-god-I-could die. The doctor thinks its kidney stones. We'll see. With my tendency towards luck and always having some sort of medical complication, I'll probably have either organ failure, cancer, or something completely new never before seen by man. At least the pain meds finally started to work today. I'll keep people posted, which is easier to do now that I've stopped breaking down into hysterics every ten minutes, 'cause I'm good like that.

All I have to say, is that God for Mommies, Daddies, and really awesome Roommates who will stay up until 1 a.m. looking up medications and diseases and hugging crying, sobbing messes who are unable to utter intelligible phrases outside of "whaaaaa."

Apparently, I am 18 going on 2. But more about these things later.