The most emo-est list of them all.

A list of some stuff thats been going through my head lately:

- I'm not entirely sure how I get anything done, particularly since I fixed the internet on my temporary laptop.

- If HP could return to me the laptop they've been taunting me with for over a month (because it broke down two months after I bought it and I had to send it back) that'd be great...then maybe I'd be a tad less homicidal.

- My "no dating" decision I made in October (that few of you are aware of, because I talk about dating all the time to make people believe that I'm not spending at least 3 hours every day contemplating the epic fail of my last relationship....healthy) shows no signs of being shortened...but I may expand it to January, if not the rest of my life. Its how I plan to save the population of the word from disaster and myself from ever having to be this insane ever again.

- I may take my Political Science major (that I still have to switch to) and use it to go to Law School. Because apparently, I don't hate myself enough, and this is an even faster route to get myself to hell.

- When I go home for Christmas break I'm probably throwing out most of what I've owned for the last 10 years. I don't want it anymore, I don't want to look at it or to touch it or to know that it exists anymore. Keep an eye out on Ebay for the bulk of what's salvagable.

- I got really frustrated yesterday and wanted to cut my hair, because thats what I do when i'm unexpressibly angry. But then I realized that I got my hair cut this weekend so there isn't anything to cut.

- I haven't been able to cry since September and I would not only like to know why, but whether its part of a master plan to make me wander off into the woods one night and just stay there until the local animals adopt me as their own and I finish off my life as a deer or turkey buzzard.


Sorry for making you all regret having eyeballs and cognitive thought! :)

-Sarah Elizabeth